Epic Fail....almost.

Oh the best laid plans. But at least I come back to them right? I always say I am going accomplish this and that and have such good intentions as I am sure we all do. This time I swear I will get this right!!!!!

So I re-vamped the page first off and I like it. It suits more of the mood I think I am trying to achieve with this thing...I mean....ocean...sailing....a little on the mysterious side of the color spectrum...so much more me.

So the last contract was a blur. I think the absence of documentation shall be forgiven in this case. It was my first nice long contract with Chris and I think I needed to focus on that. Being apart for so long and then really really re-adjusting was I think the focus of my time on board. I do wish I had written a little more. There were so many people and advents and situations that happened that would have been a good, gripping read for the public, but ah well. I came away from that ship with some wonderful friends...Amanda will have to be stuffed into my guest house with my other ship girls someday....and I did a lot of fun things....I mean, who DOESN'T want to go to Harry Potter World at Universal Studios? Come on!! Well...Chris didn't. But I drug him anyways! Yes, my contract was full of drama, parties, laughs, set after set after set full of quirky, annoying and often wonderful audiences, beaches, sunshine and the messiest end of contract debarkation imaginable. And again I survived only this time I got to do it all with my partner in crime and everything else in my life and that was the biggest thrill of all. It's so funny to me what makes us realize what is important in life. I love what I do and I am such a luck person to live a life filled with adventures people save their whole lives for, but when I get to do it with the one person I respect, admire and love most of anyone in this world it really really puts it all in perspective. Live is a much fuller place with Chris than without him. I am going to re-adjust to the without again in a few days. I am heading to the Carnival Destiny out of Miami on Sunday and I am feeling that knot of fear and anxiety twisting in my stomach again. But luckily, this time as I set out on my own, I know I am going to a ship where I have some great girl friends to keep me company and keep me occupied while we wait to be put together again. That's a wonderful comfort to me. Until then, the past 2 months have been spent in Canada at Chris' parents house which has posed it's own set of challenges which I will document next.....ohhhh Canadaaa..........